So I am just shy of 23 weeks pregnant and this time around I am completely filled with emotion! I’m not talking about the excitement of having another baby around, another baby to hold and love and show off, no, I’m talking about the wave of crazy emotions this little one has been making me feel. […]
So it’s been a long time since I’ve posted anything. I started homeschooling which takes a lot of my time. I wanted to keep going but I found it hard to keep up. I wanted this to be an outlet for me but for some reason I just didn’t do it. I was discouraged I […]
I’m feeling more and more…stuck. I don’t know what other word to use. I thought I would have more time to myself as the boys got older. I thought I would have time to do things I want to do. I can’t even seem to do the things I NEED to do. Also, the noise […]
I’ve always struggled with self confidence but being alone, or just on my own, as a kid/teen in school it was easy for me to ‘hide’. Hide my feelings, emotions, what I want, everything. Now that I’m a stay at home mom it seems to be getting harder and harder since I’m the one who has […]
today was actually a good day. i want to make sure i point out the good days so that i remember that its not all doom and gloom. i was really tired, mentally and physically but any day that doesn’t involve me wanting to hide in my room all day is a good day. it’s […]
The dragon came out today. It wasn’t as bad as it has been recently. I was able to get out of the house at that moment and it seemed to help. It’s so tiring with the wave of emotions! Normal to livid to crying and feeling bad about being angry for no reason! I mean […]
Ok, so I know that I’m the house wife and stay at home mom and that my husband works his butt off going to work almost everyday with hardly any time off but am I wrong in thinking that he’s supposed to help me out a little? I mean, we have four boys! I know […]
So this is all new to me but I’m hoping I can use this to share my joys and struggles of mothering and house-wife-ing… So for my first post I think I’ll just start off with a little background… I’ve been married for 13 years and we have 4 boys together. They are Z-12, T-9, […]
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